Kuze kube kutshanje, iinkwenkwezi ezininzi zifihlile iingxaki zabo zempilo kunye nezifo zengqondo, kwaye ngoku ngoku ziqhubeka zinika iingxoxo zengxoxo ezintle apho zikwabelana ngamava abo. Kulo mbandela omtsha we-People's tabloid, uMariah Carey uvume ukuba ukususela ngonyaka ka-2001 uye wajamelana nokuxilongwa kwesifo sengqondo se-bipolar yesibini.
Ngokomculi, ukuguquka kwemizwelo, ingqondo yengqondo kunye nokubonakaliswa kwezinto ezidakisayo kwamlethela iminyaka eyi-17 edlulileyo kwintlungu ephazamisayo. Emva kokuhamba kwisigaba esinzima sokuxilongwa kunye nonyango, wayezifihla kubahlobo abasondeleyo kunye nabamangalisayo besifo eso, esaba ukuba uya kumbuyisela kuye:
"Kwakunzima kum ukufihla ukuxilongwa kwam osapho kunye nezihlobo - oku ngumthwalo onzima. Andikwazanga ukucela umntu ukuba ancede kwaye achaze izizathu zokuguquka kwemizwa yam. Uloyiko oluqhubekayo lokuba ndiya kutyhila, ndiphoqeleke ukufihla ekunxibelelaneni nabalandeli, ndihlala ngedwa. Ngexesha elithile, ndaqonda ukuba imeko yayisondele kakhulu kwaye ndifuna kwakhona uncedo. Ndafumana unyango, kwiingcebiso zengqondo yengqondo, ndizingqongileyo ngabantu abakhayo nabulula. Ndimele ndiyenze ngaphambili, ndiza kuziphepha iingxaki ezininzi. Ngoku ndibhalela umbongo, ndenza umculo kwaye ndonwabela ubomi. "
UMariah Carey akafihla ukugula kwakhe ngoku kwaye uyavuma ngokucacileyo ukuba unengxaki yeengqondo. Ngoku uhlaziya ngokukhawuleza kunyango ngexesha lokuxhatshazwa, ukubonakala kokucaphukisa nokunyanzeliswa, kulandelwa ukudandatheka:
"Andizange ndibone ngokukhawuleza ukuba ndinengxaki, ndibhalela ukukhathala nokuqeshwa. Kwangexesha elide ndijamelene nokulala, ngokuchasene nesi sihlandlo sisoloko sithukuthela kwaye sinoyiko lokuyeka abanye. Iimvakalelo zokuzihlawulela kunye netyala, umnqweno wokwenza okungakumbi kunako. Andizange ndikwazi ukuphinda ndibuyiselwe kwingcinezelo engapheliyo Ekugqibeleni, iziyobisi kunye nesifo sokudakumba nokukhathala. Ungayifumana njani ibhalansi kule rhulumente? Kwakunzima kakhulu. "
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Ngethamsanqa, uMariah Carey wayezidibanisa kunye nokulawula ukugula kwakhe. Emva kwakhe unamawele amabini aneminyaka engama-6 angamvumeli ukuba aphumle, abathandekayo abamxhasayo baze bamvumele ukuba bazive bebathandekile kwaye bafunayo.